02/07/2025
UH OHHHHHHHHHHH, SOMEONE LET THE RAT OUT OF ITS CAGE.
02/11/2025
Post two electric bugaloo. What's the home page gonna look like? Who knows man! Just putting updates here for now of me talking to myself until I figure it out.
So the idea behind finally doing the whole neocities thing is because I'm always wanting to send resources to my friends or create databases for various things. Two stones bitchhhh! We're doin' both. also whatever else my little pea brain decides is fun
03/14/2025
Okay so time for the ultimate brain dump where I don't think about what I type, I just kinda let the fingies do their thing. We've been taking trash walks starting last Monday where my partner and I fill up one bag of garbage from around our neighborhood. We've filled up four bags as of writing and it's been SO MUCH FUN. Like, we have competitions over who can get to what, the most interesting garbage we can find, etc. and it's mindless sustained exercise that gets us outside and having fun. I take a couple joints with me so I can last longer before the chronic pain/issues kick in. The insane thing is the amount of tiny pieces of trash that have been there for so long they're a permanent fixture in the dirt/road. It's easy to want to pick up all the big pieces because it visually makes a huge difference in how your surroundings feel, but the tiny pieces are the insidious toxins that breakdown into our waterways. There's also a lot of broken glass, but we have to leave it because we don't have the proper equipment to take care of it yet. It's frustrating!! But I'm glad my partner is keeping me safe by not allowing me to pick up shit like that.
To allow for another positive thought (because all I want to do is kick and scream about what the fuck is even happening right now, I'm very happy to have my friends as my neighbors. I missed having neighbors that we hang out with all the time and just come over whenever. It's healing my inner child that was isolated for a long time. :)
